New Start

Wow! So much has happened since 2007. I am a totally different person. I have evolved, grown, fallen, received redemption, doubted, trusted, found true love, learned unconditional love, wept, felt more joy than imaginable, just to start the list.

I feel I need a new start... and I want to journal more. I love the idea of journaling, I have not had the discipline to sit down and do it. I've had "time", I just haven't been proactive. I know it will be therapudic for me. I know that it will help me organize my thoughts. I pray that I find the discipline to continue. That is to be determined.

I was a bit paralized today. I have been in deep thought, concerned for the Bizaillion family for the loss of their wife/mother. My prayers have been fervant, my own joy extinguished at the thought of such loss on earth. I pray tonight and tomorrow for the realization of Jenny's victory in death - her birth into eternal joy and bliss. I know she is no longer suffering - I know that she knows no sorrow - I know that her sweet daughter is missing her mommy - and that her husband, who obviously loved her so very much, is lost without her by his side.

My prayer today is that God will keep this family close to my heart, in my mind. They are strong, and their witness strengthens my faith. I thank God for them and for their strength. I pray that I can be a servant to God, a witness who does all things to God's glory.