I have this crazy obsession... and I don't often talk about it. I just can't help myself when it comes to reading church reader boards. 9 out of 10 times I cringe at the message - those ridiculous play on words that make me roll my eyes and say "How in the world is that helpful in trying to touch people's lives". I read every one that I pass - and usually pass my critiques or occasional praise along to Bryan who has learned to put up with my opinions.
Tonight I passed one, but I didn't share it. I just wanted to think about it for awhile. I don't remember it word for word, but in essence it said "Life changes in a blink of an eye - but God NEVER blinks". (Thanks to the First Korean Unitarian Church of the Almighty King - or something like that)
That really got me thinking about God's power - his omnipotence - his ever present love, mercy and grace. God NEVER blinks.
Our eyes need refreshing moisture continually to function - our lives need refreshing mercies continually to continue to function in living our lives for Christ. God renews mercies everyday - thank God for his refreshing spirit!
I thank God for our wonderful ladies at our morning meeting at church this morning for their passion for helping others, for their encouragement, and for the inclusion of all for the good of our almighty God.
2/28/10
2/27/10
2nd Place
Oh my precious baby! I just can't imagine what life was like before she entered my life... now, how cliche is that?! I did tell my self that "that's ridiculous, I will always remember what it was like for those 18 years!" But I realize now that it is not that I will forget, it is simply that I now can't imagine how I lived my life without the source of joy that only she can bring. How she lights up my day, and keeps a smile on my face. Just so amazing.
We took her to the 8th grade boys basketball final this morning at Duluth MS at 11am "North Gwinnett vs. Pickneyville". She was very sleepy, and just stayed in my lap clinging to me most of the game. She liked to point at the NG Bulldog mascot, but didn't like it when he came any closer to her. Waves are good enough for now.
Though they led most of the game, the NG boys unfortunately fell apart at the end of the 3rd quarter and ended up losing by 6 points. During the trophy ceremony I found it interesting that some of the NG boys refused to smile. In today's society 2nd best just isn't good enough.
In God's society we are always first. He exhaults us above all things. He put us before his only son. He did what no other would fathom doing.
The next time I find myself feeling like I'm "nobody", I want to remember those in 2nd place, those who had every right to feel proud as being one of the best in the field of many - and remember that I am always first with God.
Bryan, Brylee and I went to lunch at Olive Garden. I was going to take Bryan to Mimi's Cafe for the first time, but the waiting time was insane! We did have a gift certificate to OG, so that was our second choice. After a delightful lunch/dinner we are now home. We all took advantage of Brylee's afternoon nap time, and now it's time to get busy. How can I keep my house clean? Oh to have an answer to that question!
We took her to the 8th grade boys basketball final this morning at Duluth MS at 11am "North Gwinnett vs. Pickneyville". She was very sleepy, and just stayed in my lap clinging to me most of the game. She liked to point at the NG Bulldog mascot, but didn't like it when he came any closer to her. Waves are good enough for now.
Though they led most of the game, the NG boys unfortunately fell apart at the end of the 3rd quarter and ended up losing by 6 points. During the trophy ceremony I found it interesting that some of the NG boys refused to smile. In today's society 2nd best just isn't good enough.
In God's society we are always first. He exhaults us above all things. He put us before his only son. He did what no other would fathom doing.
The next time I find myself feeling like I'm "nobody", I want to remember those in 2nd place, those who had every right to feel proud as being one of the best in the field of many - and remember that I am always first with God.
Bryan, Brylee and I went to lunch at Olive Garden. I was going to take Bryan to Mimi's Cafe for the first time, but the waiting time was insane! We did have a gift certificate to OG, so that was our second choice. After a delightful lunch/dinner we are now home. We all took advantage of Brylee's afternoon nap time, and now it's time to get busy. How can I keep my house clean? Oh to have an answer to that question!
2/26/10
New Start
Wow! So much has happened since 2007. I am a totally different person. I have evolved, grown, fallen, received redemption, doubted, trusted, found true love, learned unconditional love, wept, felt more joy than imaginable, just to start the list.
I feel I need a new start... and I want to journal more. I love the idea of journaling, I have not had the discipline to sit down and do it. I've had "time", I just haven't been proactive. I know it will be therapudic for me. I know that it will help me organize my thoughts. I pray that I find the discipline to continue. That is to be determined.
I was a bit paralized today. I have been in deep thought, concerned for the Bizaillion family for the loss of their wife/mother. My prayers have been fervant, my own joy extinguished at the thought of such loss on earth. I pray tonight and tomorrow for the realization of Jenny's victory in death - her birth into eternal joy and bliss. I know she is no longer suffering - I know that she knows no sorrow - I know that her sweet daughter is missing her mommy - and that her husband, who obviously loved her so very much, is lost without her by his side.
My prayer today is that God will keep this family close to my heart, in my mind. They are strong, and their witness strengthens my faith. I thank God for them and for their strength. I pray that I can be a servant to God, a witness who does all things to God's glory.
I feel I need a new start... and I want to journal more. I love the idea of journaling, I have not had the discipline to sit down and do it. I've had "time", I just haven't been proactive. I know it will be therapudic for me. I know that it will help me organize my thoughts. I pray that I find the discipline to continue. That is to be determined.
I was a bit paralized today. I have been in deep thought, concerned for the Bizaillion family for the loss of their wife/mother. My prayers have been fervant, my own joy extinguished at the thought of such loss on earth. I pray tonight and tomorrow for the realization of Jenny's victory in death - her birth into eternal joy and bliss. I know she is no longer suffering - I know that she knows no sorrow - I know that her sweet daughter is missing her mommy - and that her husband, who obviously loved her so very much, is lost without her by his side.
My prayer today is that God will keep this family close to my heart, in my mind. They are strong, and their witness strengthens my faith. I thank God for them and for their strength. I pray that I can be a servant to God, a witness who does all things to God's glory.
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